The inspiration to write comes from a place in me. It’s difficult to explain. It’s like when I look inside myself and the type of person that I am and what makes me tick, it makes me consider how other people feel and function in their everyday lives, whether they’re aware of it or not. What and how I write, at the core, is based on that idea. Because how can you make observations and statements about life and the people around you unless you have some sort of self-awareness?
I bought this book almost a year ago when I came home for spring break. I picked it up as an impulsive buy and finished reading it in a manner of weeks, taking it in bits and pieces when I had free time.
When I finished it, I initially felt unsatisfied. It seemed like there could be more to the story, and I didn’t quite understand the message of the ending. But many months and experiences later, I think I understand it. It’s interesting how your own life experience shapes your interpretations of other peoples’ stories.
The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-Time by Mark Haddon tells the story of Christopher John Francis Boone, a 15-year old boy who suffers with a condition unspecified in the book, describing himself as a “mathematician with behavioral difficulties.” A whiz at math and science, Christopher carries himself throughout his day-to-day life in a very logical manner. He isn’t concerned with fitting into the box of everyone else’s expectations; he wants to pursue his curiosities in his own ways, living by a series of patterns and rules which is demonstrated by this quote from the beginning of the book:
I do not tell lies. Mother used to say that this was because I was a good person. But it is not because I am a good person. It is because I can’t tell lies.”
The story starts with the discovery of his neighbor’s dead dog, which leads him to start an investigation in order to find out who committed the crime. The book is written from his perspective, with the chapters labeled with successive prime numbers and detailing his thoughts as he discovers who hurt the dog.
But the story is so much more than his investigation. Christopher is constantly misunderstood by everyone in his life — even his own father, although he tries to practice patience with him. While Christopher is considered quite the genius, the complexity of human emotion is difficult for him to grasp. Oftentimes, other people around him interpret his misunderstandings as insensitive. While he can be frustrating, he explains the world in a way that seems to make perfect sense. Any conflicts he faces in his life are regarded as problems to be solved in ways that are just as intense and powerful as with any other literary character.
But his own emotions become confusing and difficult to handle upon learning about the truth of his mother, who died from a heart attack two years earlier. As someone who already struggles to cope with and understand the world, Christopher’s skills are put to the test. The innate characteristics of human nature — emotions, lies, and intrigue — affect Christopher in a way that is different from anyone else. He regards these human flaws as disruptive to the carefully constructed order of the world. But his experience demonstrates that at our foundation, every person is built on the same emotions even if we articulate and understand them differently.
Like all of the books I’ve discussed on my blog, this one is a must-read. It uses a method of unconventional, but brilliant, storytelling. Not too dense, but not too short. I would reccomend this book to anyone who’s looking to dive into a read that’s a mix of mystery and humor, but still tells a story that is both touching and eye-opening.
Coming into the new year, I was extremely excited and motivated to start with a fresh mindset. Taking on new leadership opportunities, getting more involved on campus, and looking toward studying abroad later in the year were just a few of the goals I set for myself at the beginning of winter quarter. I have found that setting tangible, measurable, and most importantly, achievable, goals for myself is the best way to ensure I get work done and remain productive.
There is no better way to hold myself accountable than to share it on my blog. Maybe this will motivate you to set some goals for yourself as well. In my post “The Pursuit of the Future,” I touched on the fact that sometimes setting small goals in order to reach your bigger dreams can help guide you towards those aspirations. And going into this quarter, that’s what I have aimed to do.
1. Maintain a high GPA (but without burning out)
Academics are important. I was tunnel-focused on my grades during high school, taking a total of ten AP classes and making my GPA my first priority. Since coming to college I have learned how to balance my life a little more, taking time to enjoy myself, my town, and my friends. But my GPA is still a priority — and this quarter I would like to keep my grades up. I am taking a full 16-unit quarter with three major courses and one minor course, which is manageable. But I’m also committed to a lot of outside activities, organizations, and projects.
College burn-out is too real. Last winter quarter, I made the mistake of pushing myself to never stop working and I subsequently fell off my responsibilities right before finals week came around. I was skipping class and putting off my assignments. And all the work I had done prior to that suddenly became insignificant. Learning to take breaks and manage my schedule properly is a huge goal of mine this quarter.
2. Finalize study abroad for the upcoming fall
Going into college, I knew that I wanted to study abroad. I have always loved travelling and the prospect of getting to live in a foreign country rather than just visit has always been exciting.
I am planning to study abroad in Chiang Mai, Thailand through the USAC study abroad program with one of my close friends from Cal Poly. Although I am of Japanese and Chinese descent, I have never been to any countries in Asia. Living in Thailand and being able to visit neighboring countries would be amazing. There is so much to learn from other cultures and I’d love to immerse myself in a place like Thailand.
While figuring out all the logistics has been difficult, I know that once I am there it will be worth it. If it works out, I will be away from the middle of August through December. I am hoping to have it figured out by the end of the quarter, so fingers crossed!
3. Get more involved with organizations on campus
As it is already week four, I’d like to think of this as the one goal I have made a huge focus so far. I’ve continued my previous involvements with organizations on campus, but have most recently joined the strategic marketing team for Women in Business‘ annual Defining Her Future conference. Featuring guest speakers, panels, breakout sessions, and more, the conference attracts 500+ attendees. I have been involved with WIB since my first quarter at Cal Poly and am excited to have a part in planning the conference.
I’ve learned that getting involved with groups on campus is what makes my college experience valuable. Through clubs like Women in Business, I’ve realized what specifically in marketing that I am passionate about. And then organizations like Mustang News have shown me real-world applications of those passions. Alpha Kappa Psi has given me amazing friends and supporters, and shown me the value of working hard in order to build your resume and network with industry professionals. These experiences outside of the classroom have truly made my time at Cal Poly so notable.
4. Meet new people!
Although having meaningful involvement with select groups on campus is important, I still want to put myself out and meet other people on campus. As a business student, it is easy to end up only being friends with business students. And while there’s nothing wrong with that, joining Mustang News showed me that there are entire communities on campus that I have yet to explore. Growing professionally and academically is huge in college — but so is growing socially. I love and appreciate all the good friends I’ve made at Cal Poly, but I’d love to challenge myself to meet new people.
Winter quarter at Cal Poly is always considered a time to hunker down and get to work, but I want to make the most of it. Keeping my grades up while still having fun and enjoying my time in college is my main goal as I approach the middle of the quarter. Midterms have started but there are loads of fun events coming up (concerts, club activities, trips, conferences, etc.). I am looking forward to making this one of the best quarters yet. 🙂
This past quarter has been full of new experiences, new people, and new challenges. Whether it be taking on new leadership positions, spending time with friends, or just getting to know SLO a little better, I have had a lot of great experiences these past three months. With finals week coming to an end, I thought sharing some of my highlights from this quarter would be a good way to reflect.
1. WORKING FOR MUSTANG NEWS
Since the beginning of the year I have been a Social Media Editor with Mustang News, Cal Poly’s student-run newspaper. I work on a team with four other members and have specialized in sports this past quarter, creating social-native content for our social media platforms in order to drive traffic to the website.
My position with the newspaper has been one of the greatest learning experiences for me since coming to college with the support of my manager, Lauren, as well as the other girls on our team. I have gained an immense amount of knowledge about posting on social media, creating content with programs like Premiere and Illustrator, and simply what it means to work on a team that makes an impact on its local community.
2. HIKING WITH FRIENDS
When someone asks what there is to do in San Luis Obispo, the usual answer is hiking.
While SLO is a bit of a sleepy town, what I love about it is there are limitless options if you want to spend some time outdoors. Last year, I took advantage of all the free time I had and was able to see a lot of what the town has to offer. From elevated views of the town at spots like Perfumo Canyon and Terrace Hill to hidden gems like Oso Flaco Lake, I have been fortunate enough to catch a glimpse of some of SLO’s best views.
Unfortunately, this quarter I have been spending a lot of time caught up in work and school. Taking days off to get outdoors has been a rare occurrence, but the couple of times I was able to get out with friends were highlights of this quarter.
Early on in the quarter, a friend and I spontaneously decided to wake up early and explore Architecture Graveyard to catch a view of the sunrise. It was underwhelming at first, but as the sun started to peek above the hills, we got so excited and ran to get a better view. It was one of the few times this quarter I felt carefree and relaxed, sitting at the top of a small hill behind campus and enjoying the warmth of the sun.
Last week, a couple of friends and I decided to hike to the top of Cerro San Luis, more commonly known as Madonna Mountain. For the month of December, the county puts up a tree made up of string lights at the summit. The view was amazing and I was happy to spend some time with friends. It really gave me a newfound appreciation for SLO.
3. CONCERTS AT FREMONT THEATER
If you’re a Cal Poly student, you’re probably familiar with Fremont Theater. It’s a movie theater, which becomes dreadfully obvious when you’re trying to enjoy the music and end up bumping into a seat behind you, but it’s the main venue in SLO for concerts. I was able to see a couple of artists there this quarter.
My favorite concert was seeing the alternative R&B band called The Internet on Halloween.
They just released a new album called Hive Mind and came to SLO for their latest tour. Everyone at the concert was very relaxed, and it was obvious people were there simply to enjoy the music. It was a different from the usual energetic environment from other concerts I had been to in the past, but it allowed me to really enjoy the music.
I am a huge fan of Syd, the lead vocalist, and the way she was able to connect with the audience was amazing.
4. CONTINUING WITH ALPHA KAPPA PSI
I’ve shared some of my experiences with AKPsi in the past, but it has been a huge part of my college experience this past fall. I have made a lot of amazing friends through the fraternity and have been able to find comfort in being part of a group on campus I thoroughly enjoy.
I have gained a lot from my time with the Alpha Sigma pledge class and simply being a member of the fraternity. I’ve learned what it means to take advantage of my time as a student at Cal Poly and how to take steps towards figuring out what kind of professional aspirations I want to pursue in the future.
I helped with running the social media platforms last spring, and continued my role into this year with the start of our fall recruitment. I also recently ran for a position to be on the board for the fraternity and will be transitioning into the Vice President of Communications position soon. I am excited about the future of the fraternity and everyone I will be working with this coming year.
5. COFFEE SHOPS!!
Anyone that knows me personally is probably aware of how much time (and money) I spend at coffee shops around town. If SLO has anything, it’s good coffee.
My recent obsession with lattes combined with an eagerness to grasp any opportunity to get off campus has resulted in a lot of trips to coffee shops.
Last year during spring quarter I only had class two days a week. I spent a lot of time taking the bus to spots off-campus and exploring downtown. I have tried most of the coffee shops in the area, from the diner-themed Lucy’s Coffee Co. to the small neighborhood Linnaea’s Cafe.
But my favorite coffee shop of all-time is Kreuzberg California, a hangout spot in downtown SLO. It’s an open space with a lot of comfy places to sit. Their coffee is good and they have a full menu of food. They’re open until 10PM most days and even have concerts on some nights.
From study sessions, meetings, and alone-time, I have found that I prefer to be in coffee shops rather than in spots at Cal Poly. It is always nice to be in a different environment and change up my regular routine of making circles on-campus. Which honestly isn’t great for my wallet. But I love it.
These are just a couple of highlights from this year so far. I am so excited for what’s to come in the next two quarters. I hope you will continue to follow my blog and come with me as I navigate the rest of my second year of college!! 🙂
It was midnight. The faded, worn-out tiger stuffed animal that I had been clutching for five hours was forgotten on the floor of a now empty classroom, once filled with dozens of children, a production crew, and equipment. It was just a prop, but one that was the defining piece of my role on the set of Entourage at the age of seven.
Season 4, Episode 7: “The Day Fuckers.” In this particular scene, the classroom was supposed to be a backdrop for Jeremy Piven, who would burst into the room greeted by the mess caused by dozens of unruly children. I was surprised by the amount of work and attention to detail that was dedicated to shooting a single scene of a TV show. Each and every element was important in creating organized chaos. Bright lights in every window to create the illusion of daylight, cameras positioned at different angles, and crew members scattered across the set. I was supposed to be chasing my brother who was running across the room, throwing the tiger stuffed animal at his back. It seemed like a simple task at first. But then I did it for five hours straight.
This was one of my only jobs during my time dabbling in the entertainment industry as a child. A year prior, I had been discovered in a mall when a woman with an aggressiveness, masked by a fervid smile, handed me a flier and requested to speak to my parents. In my parents’ eyes, it was a unique opportunity to explore a potential career as an actress. My immediate distaste at the idea of acting was evident the next day as I shoved the flier at the bottom of our trash can. But after some back-and-forth with my parents, I found myself in front of a camera two hours later, reciting the lines to a Reese’s Pieces commercial.
From there, I worked with my management to book a couple of odd jobs. I had head shots taken and a website set up, and started taking acting classes. My mom would drive me to Los Angeles on Wednesdays, toting me in the back of our minivan as I worked on my homework. My management was located on the same lot where shows like Wizards of Waverly Place and Suite Life on Deck were filmed. I remember running into David Henrie and David Deluise on my way to the office one day, completely starstruck after having just spent the weekend on my couch watching the show.
Besides Entourage, I booked a job with the show Heroes. Season 2, Episode 1: “Four Months Later.” In the scene, Hiro, played by Masi Oka, was trying to convince Kensei, played by David Anders, to save a village that was burned down. As extras, we were supposed to be villagers, and spent the day walking in a huge circle around the actors to create the illusion of a long line of people walking behind them. I vividly remember loving my experience in hair and wardrobe, getting dark makeup smeared across my face and my hair thrown into a messy ponytail. As a kid, I loved sitting in the trailer, staring into the mirror and watching the quick transformation into a different person.
I booked these jobs around 2007. I was only seven years old. Sometimes these experiences feel like so long ago that I forget to appreciate them, but it’s surreal to watch the episodes and catch glimpses of myself as a kid. While I *don’t* think acting is for me anymore, it will always be something to look back on.
A dark purple sky hangs overhead, stars glazed and twinkling in the moonlight. The town is illuminated by distinct signs of life: cars driving through neighborhoods, lights pouring out of kitchen windows, sounds of a small plane ascending overhead. The faint sound of my friend’s guitar fills the silence as we sit on a bench on the edge of a hill. We sit side-by-side, legs crossed and eyes up at the sky. It feels like we’re on the edge of the sublime, untouchable observers in our own corner of the world.
“Do you think there are people that go through college without ever stressing? Besides tests and grades — do you really think people are happy?” they ask, breaking the silence.
“Probably,” I say, peeling my eyes away from the stars. I glance at the ground, the question pulling me back to the present.
There’s a pause.
“Are you happy?”
My entire life, I have been a people-oriented individual. I love being surrounded by others, and thrive when I am with those who mean the most to me. I have always found satisfaction in giving back to not only my loved ones, but my local community. It says a lot about someone when they are aware of the value that relationships carry, and the positive impact giving back can have on others.
These are values that I carry with me in my everyday life. As I begin to navigate the beginnings of my professional career, I am constantly looking at a company’s values and determining if they align with my own.
When I saw that Stryker was hosting an Industry Day specifically for Cal Poly students, it immediately piqued my interest. Through word-of-mouth and my own research, I knew that the company emphasized the importance of corporate responsibility and worked on philanthropic projects with a global impact. But that was the extent of my knowledge.
After hearing from Stryker employees about their personal experiences with the company, I learned that the company works with Operation Smile to perform free cleft lip surgeries for people in developing countries. They host missions and volunteer with organizations around the world like Red Cross.
I also found that the people-driven mission statement translated not only into their philanthropic work, but also the culture at Stryker. The company promotes a collaborative environment and is deeply invested in the wellbeing of their employees with diversity and inclusion programs like Stryker’s Women’s Network (SWN) and Stryker’s Allies for Equality (safe). The company has received numerous accolades for their accomplishments in establishing several aspects of their workplace, from being recognized as a LinkedIn top company of 2018 and Fortune’s Best Workplace for Giving Back.
Hearing directly from executives at the company solidified my confidence in the company’s values. If anything, it showed me what I should look for when determining what kind of company I would like to work for in the future.I know now that pursuing any opportunities to see real-world applications of my interests is important. Any way that you can gain a firsthand perspective into a company has the potential to show you what type of workplace culture appeals to you and how you might fit into it.